Chaos is everywhere,
And as always I find myself amidst of it.
I find myself standing in the middle of it all, helpless.
As helpless as I’ve always been.
I watch everything crumble apart,
The dust, the rubble blind me,
And I silently scream.
I scream and scream,
so much so that it tears my inner walls.
It all goes unheard.
I find myself standing there,
Amidst of chaos.
Helpless.
As helpless as I’ve always been.
I wish for the night to fall,
I wish for everything to go dark,
so I won’t get to see all the destruction this chaos has caused.
They say every chaos eventually settles,
But really at what cost?
Beautiful.ππ
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Thanks a lot Mahek, your visit is much appreciated β€ π
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i know what chaos means. it’s when you run out of chocolates and the store is closed for the night. π
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Or when you are badly craving donuts but there is nobody to take you to store to get one! Hehe π
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Great job Zee. In chaos, search for those streams of sunlight. A beautiful mess is not a bad thing at all π
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Thank you Prajakta. That was such a lovely way to put it, “Beautiful mess”! Reminded me of the song named of the same title by Jason Mraz, that I used to listen a lot last year but now it’s been a while! Brought so many memories back with it π
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So true Zee..nowadays this chaos around feels like an orchestrated drama…I’m probably born in the wrong era..
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I feel the same way Saya, chaos seemed to have integrated itself into our lives. I hope someday we all find peace ,the kind we are searching for and the kind that we need π
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need desperately..
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Me too, here’s to hoping as always π
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Loved this. π
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Thanks so much for reading! π β€
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My pleasure. π
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β€ π
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βIntroduce a little anarchy, upset the established order, and everything becomes chaos, Iβm an agent of chaos , and you know the thing about chaos? Itβs fair.β – The Joker
sorry couldn’t help myself in quoting the Joker here as he is an all time fav, wasay absolutely loved the poem. I hope it all settles down for you soon. π
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I remember you mentioning Joker being your favorite character of all time, Thanks for sharing the quote! With human race chaos is the easiest thing to make. Thanks for reading the poem Akhiz, I’m glad you liked it π π
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Chaos is irritating.Clouds everything around it.It’s very beautiful Zee π
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Yeah, everything seems to just crumble apart and clarity is hard to find during such times. Thanks Jess for reading β€
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Uhhhhhhh, chaos. I agree. You know, the only outcome of a world without any moral standard – without God – can only end up in chaos.
Great post Zee.
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I couldn’t agree more Staci, so much of chaos in the world is caused primarily by the loss of moral values and lost in faith. Thank you for reading Staci, love β€
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So powerful and honest. You are such a strong young woman. I admire everything about you. β€οΈβ€οΈ
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And I adore you Carisa, Thanks so much for your loving words of appreciation! I’m humbled β€ β€
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Very powerful, I can feel the emotions through your work!
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Thanks a lot Lynz for reading π
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Sure π
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Another deep poem from you, Zee. Chaos is everywhere, isn’t it? The whole wide world and the universe is out of our control. We wish for everything to go dark… A lot of the time I wish that too. That is, I wish for night to come. Night time, that’s when the world seems to retreat and leaves us alone, and we retreat to the comfort of our homes and beds. And that’s where we dream and hope for a better day π β€
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Hi Mabel, you said it so well. Night time is kinda best, even being in the amidst of chaos everything seems to have settled for sometime, we can take a breath and rejuvenate our batteries for another chaotic day. We get to forget for a little while about everything bad and hope for peace. Hope! π
Lots of love for you β€
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Without chaos there is no peace zee.
As without dark there is no lightβΊ
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That is very wise and so true Rich, thanks so much for reading and your lovely comment, I couldn’t agree more β€
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Such is life for many in the 21st century and you’ve verbalized very well here, Zee. Hugs, N π β€
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Hi, Thanks so much Natalie, unfortunately chaos seems to be everywhere these days, but we can hope for the peace to prevail someday for sure π Love β€
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Very powerful and nicely written little sister from another planet π
Chaos can settle and normally and unfortunatelly at great cost, as you probably well know. The only thing one can do, is be strong in the face of danger and chaos. Not easy, but is survival. And you better get out of there, do I have to remind you you owe me a massage?
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Owe you a massage for what? You don’t even cook me some nice dinner π¦ π
And thank you so much Charly, I know chaos leaves a lot of destruction in it’s path behind so as you said the best is to just push on for survival and maybe someday things will settle and peace will prevail. Tough thing but we can hope π
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Hey! I did make you dinner but you never showed up, you had to see me there sitting by myself starting at a white wall. Quite depressing, so now you owe me two massages.
I always wonder whatΒ΄s with the hope thing, people can hope hope and keep on hoping but unless you donΒ΄t do something the hope will always stay there and the person who is hoping will still be in the same circumstance still hoping. So my mantra is “jus do it”
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You got quiet philosophical while sitting there waiting for me, should have painted the white walls at-least while you were free π
P.S what did you make me for dinner? π
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I did do some mean graffities on the wall, you should see them. I made lasagna, incredible good. Your loos.
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I can only imagine what you drew as graffiti on the wall (You don’t have to elaborate I can imagine π )
Darn, I missed lasagna!! π¦ Should have left some leftovers at least π¦
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Hey Zee in the E IΒ΄m listening to the Eminem show, wow brow….whatever.
ThereΒ΄s still left overs, IΒ΄ll put them in the fridge and when you decide to show up IΒ΄ll just popp them in the oven and….. presto! (presto- Italian for ready)
The grafitti, IΒ΄ll tell you then. A picture of me, incredible, just a masterpiece. They even want to sell it in an auction house, in the play boy mansiΓ³n they said, go figure. But I keep myself humble
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Not sure how close to reality to this one is. Personally, I find that my life has become a lot more chaotic since I’ve had children and the best thing to do is go with it. That being said, this is a terrific piece. Extremely well written.
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Oh I can understand Marissa, Children are like mini tornadoes! I have one year old niece and whenever she visits our house turns upside down ! LOL
Thank you so much for reading this Marissa, I’m humbled that you like it ! π
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Hi Zee..
Chaos is
GoD’s perfeTtinG
order is
human’s
sin.. but GOD’s
chaos is river
streams ocean
inFinITy NOW..
Human
order
is true
chaos in
human
terms
of complex
language and
culture drawing
us in sidewalks
straight and
narrow
away
from
GOD’s ocean
neverendingmore
true with always
mystery
more..
for those
of us who
continue exploring
fearless wITh GOD’s
eYes and eaRs much
greater
guiDinG
uS as rivers
streaMinG OCean
instead of human concrete
zombie sidewalks of
prison fences
barbed
rusty
and poison
arrows for human heArt’s
emotiOns expresSinG
spiRit REAL IN
miNd and Body
balance
of JUST
LIVING NOW.. ACCEPTING
ALL OF WHAT GOD HAS TO OFFER
US AS GRACE.. AND LEAVING SIDEWALKS
OF HUMAN
CHAOS
BEHIND
BARS
OF HUMAN
PRISON DEAD..
IT is culture that is chaos..
God is perfecTinG chaOs
once again..
always now
rivers streaming
oceans dreAMs of human
instead of walls of college
losing allthatis..
GOD liVinG
outside
of
culture walls..
It is Culture that is poison
It is the Nature of God that
lives within
that is medicine
my friend.. with GOD’s
Love as sand and water
mixed
as
silting
Love.. shores
with patterns
of GOD..
but never
concrete
steps and
iDOL
words
of
human being..:)
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Maybe you are right Fred, Maybe Chaos IS a way to perfect order. To put things back together into perspective. As someone here mentioned before Without Chaos there would be no peace. Thank you so much for your thoughtful comment, I really appreciate it !
Hope you have a great weekend π
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This emotionally relates to every one! Written so amazingly π
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Awh Thank you so much for reading and your words of appreciation!
I hope you have an amazing day β€ π
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I can feel the desperation being in the midst of the chaos not being able to do anything about it or even see anyone who sees that chaos the same way. And sometimes we wish that we can close our eyes and when we open them everything has disappeared and is well again. Zee, that is wonderfully written!
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That’s exactly what I wish, to close my eyes and when I open them again all of the chaos would disappear and peace would prevail, but that doesn’t happen very often, does it?
I guess we just gotta hold on and hope for things to turn around someday π
Thank you so much Erika for your wonderful comment β€
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We will never know if things might change just so for us. If we want a change, we need to be it first. At least that is what I experienced in my life. My whole life turned around when I changed my attitude. My attitude towards myself and life. I took action and moved something instead of letting me be moved by outer forces. It is intersting. Just today I wrote a poem about exactly that. I will post it during the next days. I hope I remember. I will ping back to you, Zee. Perhaps you like it π
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Oh yes Erika for sure!! I will love to read your views on it, I know it’s gonna be great. How is your vacation going so far? How’s the weather and everything? π
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It is very lovely here. Different to anything I saw by now. I posted pictures already. Also I posted the poem I was talking about π The weather basically is beautiful when even quickly changing. We can have blue sky and 15 minutes later we had dark clouds today, another 15 mintues later blue sky again. But however the weather is, it is very warm 25Β° – 30Β° Wonderful π
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I kinda enjoy the chilly weather , some clouds here and there but bright blue skies are just as beautiful ! I saw the pictures, they look heavenly and I loved the poem you shared too !π when will you be back ?! βΊ
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Glad you enjoy what I shared, Zee π I am flying back tomorrow. Then I have a few days until I go on an even bigger trip π I will keep you posted about that… lol
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Oh quit making me feel all jealous cuz its working ,haha. π wow another trip !!! Wish I had some teleporting device ππ
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I will share everything with you, Zee! And one day you will be there yourself! π
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I feel like we live in a constant state of chaos, with only partial breaks in between. Wonderfully written, Zee!
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Thanks Rob β€ I guess you are very right Rob, We get very few moments of peace few and far in between, probably that is why we cherish them more and crave for more as well π
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ZEEEEE! How are you?
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Haha, Robbbb, I’m good. What about you? How’s your little break going?
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My break is over. I had to come back an annoy you. π Seriously though, I’ve started back up again this week, and I’m just not going to let things annoy me anymore. I hope. π
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Awh I’m SO happy that you are Rob, I don’t mind you annoying the shit out of me even an inch π β€
And you better not give us a freakin' heart attack again with your somber posts like that π¦ π₯
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Haha! Good to know, so plan on being annoyed by me, Zee. π
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Ha, I’m readyyyy, bring it on Rob! π
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π π π
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Great read
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Thank you Izza π
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I could really imagine this, expressed it perfectly πβ€
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Awh Thank you very much for reading and leaving me such a nice comment β€ β€
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Very nicely written, Zee.
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Thank you Trent π β€
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