Tonight…I don’t want to sleep. It’s just one of those nights. I just turned off the lights and all I want to do is write. It’s raining outside. The rhythmical thumping of the rain drops against the pavement , The sad calmness in the air….It’s oddly comforting yet stirring something deep inside that makes me ponder life. I just want to sit and stare into the darkness, as my eyes well up God knows why. A part of me wants to go to sleep while a part of me wants to stay awake to let my thoughts scream.
So I let them…
I let them splatter upon this paper. I let them cut me deep and leave me to wallow in my misery. I let them do whatever they want to me. That is how I let them hurt me. Or is it to heal me? It’s a very thin line so to speak.
It’s just one of those days…one of the many actually.
But it shall pass too. Until next one arrives to shake my soul, rattling me to my bones, inflicting wounds.
‘Courage, Dear Heart’, is what they say. So that is what…It shall do.
*Today is going to be a circle of one.