I think i know what i want from life…at least i think i do!
But i am afraid if I’ll ever get all of it …what if i don’t get what i want ? i don’t want to spend all my remaining life being miserable , always thinking about the things i didn’t get from life .
Its not like i am not happy with what i have, believe me i am ! but i want more !
And i guess thats what i am afraid of, of wanting more, when i already have so much to thank for …
The weird thing is i am afraid of even getting it all …. what if i get everything i want and still thats not enough ? what would i do then ?
Thats what confusing me….i am afraid either way….there’s a fear of not getting everything i want but a fear of getting it all as well .
But i have reached to a conclusion that LIFE IS A MESS but its a SWEET MESS …. a mess filled with sense of fear, the fear of the unknown ! But thats what makes life adventurous ! Thrilling ! And shitty sometimes….but all of it is worth it because VIEW FROM THE TOP IS AWESOME (or at least thats what i hear people say all the time ) !
I guess we’ll all find that out eventually 🙂
- Don’t Be Afraid to Try (discoveringyourfreedom.wordpress.com)
- Fear… (theameeraqureshi.wordpress.com)
- its okay to be afraid… (theunsungchorus.wordpress.com)
- Fear (kimberlydefining.wordpress.com)
- Fear and Courage (jtyn99.wordpress.com)
- Hello Fear (skbministry.wordpress.com)
- What We Fear (lifeofbry.wordpress.com)
- Change (thelovelineblog.wordpress.com)
- What Could You Do if You Didn’t Have Fear? (grchic.wordpress.com)